My Rant.. Anxiety Fakeness

Made a video explaining my thoughts on certain subject, watch and see, let me know your thoughts?!

Rainy Days

Off days on days it can be all haze for me a lot of the times, but even on off day it's drizzling with rain, the sounds of droplets hitting the ground, the smell of dampness, hair going frizzy from the rain, you looking a mess, but just for moment you pause and take in your surroundings, it's quiet and the rain feels like the mood you in just want to pour out, rainy days.....

Glendon Lodge Complex, alternative shopping.

Taken with my Ipod as my camera was dying.

Picture taken with my Ipod

Visited Glendon Lodge Complex with my family, as thought it be nice alternative instead of going into town, I discovered this place via the internet as this was when staying at my Mums for couple of weeks. If you follow my blog you know I'm all for small businesses, so this is nice little outlet. The toy shop is brill, old classic toys if I had a baby or had a child I would of bought them goodies, although I was there with my nieces but they had their parent to buy it if need be, I love them but er sorry auntie wasn't buying anything for them this time, plus they get spoiled enough. Sadly the cafe was closed when we was there, so couldn't get my tasting on, which was bit of let down. As you could see in my pics above they have little garden nursery also have pet housing shop however didn't include the pics as I didn't want to overload this blog post as there is already a lot of pictures. I will be doing another post on another shop that's in Glendon Lodge that I liked.

Oops just realised didn't say where it was it's next to Kettering, Northamptonshire.

Summer To Autumn

 

Outfit One- peace top: Primark, Trousers: TK Maxx. 

Outfit Two- old hoodie, black shorts: H&M, tights: Primark, Scarf: gift, Nike trainers: Sports Direct

Excuse the dodgy grainy pics, I promise the next coming blog posts I'll have better quality pictures, as have load of pics on my memory card just waiting to be uploaded. Meanwhile was looking at my outfit pics oh how very vain of me, hehe, not long ago it was very warm/hot now it's time for that layer, although the weather is very yo yo at the moment (yes typical Brit I talk about the weather). I won't lie I was excited to get my coloured tights out and yes I really do just live in my Nike trainers, cannot help it.

Do you like it when the weather is bit cold or do you love it when it's hot?

Dazed And Confused.

Looking through my pics I saw this one and knew straight away needed to use this one, thankfully I've not used this specific photo before on my blog. Honestly you can feel lost in this blogging community, I would love to go blogging events and events in general meet people, have that interaction. But it's difficult when you can't travel places, I don't have anyone to go can you come all the way to my area then travel to the place providing it's a train not a tube, oh and by the way if you see my eyes rolling or my breathing is funny to sit me down, make sure drink water and take meds if need be. Like really who want's to do that.

Also like Ashleigh in her blog post click here I just don't feel happy (although for me I don't truly know what happiness is, TRUE HAPPINESS), that's not to knock other emotions as there is so many. My spark my mojo for art has taken a dip AGAIN, I need a holiday regroup, different environment from the norm. Also one of my new meds is messing up my concentration, which suffered before anyway but yeah damn side effects. Before people jump on me say just go on holiday, I would go now if I could go alone even if it was just to the coast or something. Who wouldn't want to go abroad, but even all that comes with complications, ugh sigh...

I do feel like I am in catch 22, I am not disabled to where I am in wheelchair but I use crutch to walk around but standing up and walking distances is a problem, so fall into middle ground almost like lost land, can't really articulate it into words how it is, I know people with illnesses will understand where I am coming from. It's not only a physical thing but real mental game, which can just leave you dangling dazed and confused.

Really sorry if this blog post was all over the place, I just needed to express myself, this is my little outlet.

Breakfast- Dorset Cereals

Breakfast is the most important meal of the day as they say even though quite a lot people tend to miss breakfast, go straight for coffee but no food. Not me one I have to eat due to medication so I have to eat, so I am forced to eat even when I don't. Now onto the review Dorset Cereals getting the opportunity to taste new berry granola, I have been on hunt for good cereal since my favourite cereal changed it's recipe which has lost me as loyal customer, I won't name the brand. So this was great timing. I am going to be boring but my honest opinion I preferred original granola over the berry one. Simply because I felt more sustained, had more of sweet moreish taste to it, which for me I loved. However both granola cereals had crunchy and flavoursome taste to it. Dorset Cereals have me hooked and I now have bought the muesli cereals to see how they taste, so far I am enjoying it. You can purchase it from supermarkets like Waitrose, Sainsbury, Tesco and Morrisons, Dorset Cereals does have website with full details etc, I know they are running competitions over there at the moment, so it's worth a look click here.

Great thing about these type of cereals you can eat it with yogurt which I did and it was so yummy, for extra sweetness add bit of summer fruit compote to it, yes just mmmm, can also combine it to make it into you own yogurt store it and have it for later as snack or dessert (it doesn't have to be those exact products).


What do you have for breakfast?

London Bridges

The Shard

Tower Bridge

HMS Belfast Imperial War Musuem

As I promised (well to myself) post the pictures from the day out I had on my birthday last month, some photos for you. I always love seeing the Thames, being a Londoner myself still enjoy the surroundings till this day.